Saturday, February 18, 2006
Guys.i've been reading some of your blogs and i really want to say something.what is Hi-5 coming too?
all those talk last year about wat,best friends forever,there for one another.bullshit,loads of bullshit man.
so many problems are being brought up in your blogs,and does the rest of Hi-5 know?responsiblity ppl.where is your responsibility?don't tell me all those things we said last year are just say-and-forget man.cos if you really do,i'm so gonna hate you guys.
Xin and Ying are ok man.i mean,they're talking about their stuff.
but Qi,Melz,what's up with you 2?
all your posts are sounding so problematic and sad and what do you guys do?act as if nothing happened in front of us.what's with that?
that's not wat friends are for...and neither is it the way that you tink Qi.what 'cause more worries to my friends'.come on lar.friends are there for ONE ANOTHER,to share your pain and joy.
and what's about the "i dun trust the ppl around me"?if you're talking about us,then i really have nothing to say to you liao.we're Hi-5 leh.my goodness...and the ODAC issue.just put it aside already alright?stop thinking and talking about it.i've felt the way you did,for volleyball.and i said the same thing you did.there's no point thinking about it,it's already over liao.you'll just cause yourself more pain la.
and also,please note.nobody said you have to put up the 'goodboy' image.YOU are the one who decided to put that up.if you're sick of it,just hack it.why endure it?it's your life,it's you,you decide the way you want to live.nobody can control you.
and the power of love thing.you fell in love didn't you?and yet you lied to us and said nothing happened.you're a great friend,yeah know that?
it's so not true that ppl share their problems becos they can't handle them and can't bottle them in themselves.you're stereotyping ok?ppl share them with their best friends becos they know they care and they can help.they can also help to relief their burden.what 'they share their problem becos they want to push away their problems,hoping it won't come back'.i so wanna smack you la.just becos you feel that way doesn't mean everyone does.
talking about insensitive,Qi.please.that time during V'day,what you said about me,Xin and Teck Ming.it pissed me off,but i don't suppose you know it.
and then,Melz.what's with you and your posts?all those sad posts,crying,hinting to this mysterious person...and then you just smile in sch and act as if nothing happened.come on lar.stop it alright?it's fake.there's all those things you always say,what best friends forever.please la,you actions are opposing what you said.if you regarded us as best friends,you would have shared with us your problems.
I'm not saying you guys have to share everything with us or watever.i just ask that you guys don't try and hide your worries and sadness from the rest of Hi-5.we're best friends and it's alright for the rest of us to know that you're sad,not necessary that we know what problem you have.i mean,if we see you're sad and you didn't really talk about it with us,we won't go and bug you or anything.at least,we know something happened and we can try to cheer you up.
Please la.you guys talk about best friends and stuff.
i don't see it.
at all.
CJ