Sunday, February 08, 2009
Hello my dears, as i was browsing through my dashboard, i came across our blog, and i wondered WOW! i can't believe we forgot about it. It occurred to me how busy our lives have been ever since we've embarked on our seperate life journeys. I guess we've all made a choice, and i somehow feel proud of every one of you! In some ways, i felt we relied on each other alot in JC. thats what imprinted a lifetime of friendship in all our hearts. now, as time passes, i see all of us turning and becoming independent individuals taking control of their lives! and i'm so proud of what hi 5 has become! (:
i sincerely apologise for all that has happened in dec. As much as i could prevent it from happening, i couldn't because it was seriously an emotional turmoil for me and i would like to gain your understandings on this! i hope it doesnt affect anything between any of us! i totally understand ur purposes for arriving at my doorstep. i know you guys care. and i would like to tell you that i do too!
one reason i might have been weird in dec is due to disconnection. honestly i find myself flying around too much. especially between singapore and switzerland that i feel so disconnected. its like i'm living life here.. and then i fly back to singapore, trying to adapt back, but by the time i've adapted, i have to come back to switzerland. this shows my disconnection.
oh well, i'll be back in april! so i await our next gathering. this time i WILL NOT buy chumpachumps! i promise.
ying! if i don't see you anytime soon, bon voyage. i'll talk to u in the mornings when its night here and talk to u at night when its morning here! see you if i go to melbourne in june! which i would like to go to! (:
loves. mel
